starting to over think

Bri • Rainbow baby due July 2020 🌈

so I’m due for AF in 5 days, last night I finally got my first vvvfl, and decided I would test again the day of my period if it doesn’t show, I don’t want to get any hopes up, but I keep cramping like my period is arriving, and I have to go to the bathroom and check cause it almost feels like I’m bleeding (sorry if tmi) but it just feels wet and when I check absolutely nothing! I’ve been noticing mildish lower back pain and that’s it. I keep telling myself my test was a dud and my period will be here anyway. Anyone else experience this and still get there BFP?