I’m just fucking sad

.I’ve been crying in my bathroom for 2 hours now. I just want love and to get the hell out of this stupid town. Everybody is so fake and I’m done with being positive. I’m done with getting people to like me. Nobody likes me! I‘m always the one picked last in P.E. I‘m so shy and dumb. Everything was so much better at my old school. I had lots of friends and I was happy. I just think I lost my charm or something