Rainbow baby!

So today I got 2 faint positives, after my mmc in January at 10+4, this is what I’ve been longing to see! So why do I feel so numb still?!

It’s like I can’t believe what the tests are telling me, I’m so scared to get my hopes up and my heart broken again. I want to keep taking tests to make sure my eyes aren’t deceiving me but I also don’t really want to know. This is supposed to be the happy after the worst time of my life, why aren’t I happier??

Please tell me I’m not the only one that has felt this way??

I’m so so happy that we have another miracle on the way, but at the same time I don’t think I’ll believe it until I have a baby here in my arms.

Stuck on what to do, I’m scared to tell my husband incase of more heartbreak. I honestly feel so broken because I should be over the moon! I am over the moon but the fear is overwhelming 😭😭😭