Just so much anxiety.. just so much anxiety built up. I’m just so anxious all the damn time. Rainbow baby. Unknown fetal death with first baby. I’m always paranoid, looking for answers, reaching out to current and past Dr. offices, so anxious about upcoming appointments, blood work. On top of work, GRIEVING, life at home, being a wife, dealing with a puppy. And I’m sure these hormones, and nausea, and vomiting, and insomnia, and indigestion don’t help the situation. I just need to unzip the zipper on my chest and let it out somewhere.. I know how supportive some people on here can be (thank you) and I know how criticizing others can be. But anyone who wants to criticize, you dunno what I go through emotionally so go ahead.. have at it.