I’m 5 weeks postpartum and I’m just super anxious about sex. I looked at my vagina while healing and it looked like a complete train wreck, allthough I only had third degree tears I had tons of stitches... external and internal. My vagina basically looked black because I had so many stitches. I’m just so nervous I’ll be completely loose! I’m nervous it will suck for me and for him... it’s on my mind so much I literally have anxiety from it and I know a lot will say wait til you’re ready ect but it’s not like that because I’m so horny, I literally dream of sex multiple times a week I miss it that much and I just want to do it (obviously after the go from my doctor) and I don’t want to withhold from it, I’m really just looking for past experiences and not some bull sugar coated stuff... how was it for you and how was it for your spouse?

Were you looser than you were prior if so was it super loose or just a bit?