I got my BFP Jan 30 and was super excited. Hubby was out of town, but I wanted to tell him in person, so 3 days of keeping this quiet about broke me. He was so excited when he found out. With some spotting though we wanted to make sure everything was ok before telling our families. After many Dr appointments, blood work and ultrasounds over the next couple weeks, I was told I had an ectopic pregnancy. I was heart broken. After talking to my Dr, the decision to do the methotrexate shot was made. I think the part that has been the hardest is he recommends not ttc again for 6 months, but asked that we give him at least 4. I'll be 36 in 4 months and the thought of having to wait has been a little upsetting. This wait is going to drive me insane. Has anyone else experienced this? And how did you keep for losing your mind while you wait?