Wish we could stay friends

Kelly

So there’s this girl I was/am friends with and we “dated” for three days before I broke up with her because I didn’t feel right lying to my family about my sexuality since my family is homophobic. Anyways we were awkward for a week but stayed friends after that. Then when she had a boyfriend for a month I had helped her break up with him and then two days later we got back together and I told my mom about it this time but four days later I broke up with her AGAIN because she kept obsessing over several of her ex boyfriends right in front of me. Now we are awkward again and it’s awkward with my mom too because I know she doesn’t except. Basically I just wish I could go back and say no to dating her the first time. We could still be really good friends and I’d still have a mother that accepts me 100% without trying