How do you cope with BFN?

Jenn • I`m 36 Dh is 40 and we have 2 girls age 6 and 15 months 🥰

AF isn’t here yet but my cramps feel very Af-like and it’s due anywhere between tomorrow and Friday. I’m sure I’m out. All tests have been BFN.

I got pregnant right away when we started trying for our daughter... first month with proper timing.

I’m just so disappointed! And embarrassed by the number of tests I’ve taken!