What do you do if faced with a life altering choice without the hope of it coming around again? If you had to choose between two of the most important things in life, what do you choose and how do you decide? One choice is a man who loves you and your family and makes you part of his family which is also filled with love. If you could have that, but as a result could never have a baby (your last possible baby that you felt down to your bones you were born to have and to mother)... what do you choose?