Okay well we had a huge fight recently. I tried to divorce him...not really going to go into too much detail but the main part is he paid for some damn webcam porn. So after 3-4 days of fighting we start to work it out. Well I decide “hmm maybe I just haven’t been giving him that attention because he’s away right now and I’m dealing with a newborn” so I sent him some bomb nudes. Like lingerie, different poses, hid my post baby pudge. Well all he sends is heart eye emojis and that was the end of that conversation. So the next night I’m like “well he bought webcam porn so maybe he wants that FaceTime action like we used to when we were engaged” so we’re FaceTiming and I have lingerie on and it just went right over his fucking head. He just continued playing dark souls. He’s so lucky he isn’t here right now I would have back handed the shit out of him a few times. Like damn I actually recovered from pregnancy pretty well I mean my stomach isn’t as toned but I’m the size I was before pregnancy so like what the fuck man.

Update since people want to think I’m some kind of bitch:

I have tried over and over to communicate with him. Typically he ignores me. It’s not until I get upset that he responds and tries to work things out. I’m very understanding about his work schedule, the time difference, and the fact that he’s probably upset about being away from his daughter. But it hurts me every time I see him online on Xbox while I’ve waited up till 3am to at least hear from him. It hurts me to find out he would rather watch webcam porn that at least talk to me. I am exhausted, stressed, and frustrated. Yeah I probably shouldn’t get this pissed off but nobody is perfect. So maybe y’all could step back and think about what might have made me this upset rather than assuming I’m a bitch and that’s what’s causing our problems.