I’m 20 years old, just turned 30 weeks today! Woohoo!! But my parents are still not supportive at all haven’t contacted to this whole pregnancy to see how i am even tho I told my dad I was in the hospital bc I was already dilated at 27+5 days.. but they will talk to each other (my other family members) about my problems.. and I feel like my step mom talks so much junk about my pregnancy to her friends. They aren’t helping with the shower just showing up. They couldn’t even bring soda. My step mom made the invites. But my “mother in law” and boyfriend are planning the shower and surprising me they want me to have a special day. But my parents are being negative, people say they will come around after the baby is born. But if you can’t support me now and say nice things to me and be there for me why in the hell would I want you around my kid? And it’s the first mixed baby in the family.. not thinking it’s anything to do with that bc mr family isn’t like that and they like my boyfriend. But it’s stressing me out and makes me so sad to see them not support me at all. But they will act like they are when they aren’t.. but my step sister has a baby and they support her yes she’s gone through a lot to have her daughter (she’s now going to be 5 in a few months) but I feel like an out cast in my own family. I want my family to talk to me but they don’t even see how I am doing even tho they know I have bad anxiety and I get depressed a lot. Which this makes me more depressed bc I don’t feel excepted into my own family! Sorry this is so long