Hey! I needed somewhere to vent because frankly all my friends have kids and don’t understand my problems at all. And they try to understand but I always hear the dreaded

Like no TIFFANY,

Sooooooo, here I am close to my one year anniversary of TTC. I’ve been diagnosed with pcos and am now on 2000mg a day of metformin. My insulin is fine now and I get confirmed ovulation also. Since it’s been a year, the dr is supposed to up their game right?

I have a wonderful, fabulous, caring nurse practitioner, but I’m kinda pissed off at her because she wants me to wait until September. I started my metformin in September so technically I wasn’t ovulating yet and to her that means I started trying in September, not March. So I “wasted” 7 months. And I will waste 7 more. Because obviously something is up.

I did the HSG in January.

Let’s just say the dr at the imaging center couldn’t find my cervix so I had to wait for my np to show up and then 4 people were staring at my vagina, which I know happens in child birth but in that case I’m sure you don’t care because you get a baby. All I got was embarrassed and 6 pictures of my uterus.

So I guess I’m just venting and maybe asking for some advice for people that understand. Is it normal for her to make me wait longer until we add anything else? Also she wants to do a medication that’s for breast cancer instead of trying Clomid first (in September ahhhhhhh).

I’ve completely lost my patience. I totally have respect for all the ladies who have waited much longer.

So if you want to find me I’ll probably be over here crying again.

*jk I don’t drink because it’s bad for ttc*

Ok.

Bye.