I cannot tell if I'm dissociating or just bring my normal pragmatic self. I was never going to be the super sentimental pregnant person, but I'm worried about how different I seem to be from others. My sisters in-law and a couple friends were all in love with their bumps and found the kicking to be a near spiritual experience or something. My bump is just a bump and the kicking is just part of this, though I do have words with her when it feels like she's trying to kick her way through my cervix.

Is it okay to not be super emotional? It's not that I don't love LJ or as if I'm not happy she's on her way. I'm not having a bad pregnancy by any means, but I can't imagine telling someone I love being pregnant unless something changes drastically in the next 12 weeks. Is that normal? I wish I wasn't doubting myself so much.