So I posted about how I was going to ask about bumping up my induction due to the fact that I always have bad blood pressure and kow my SPD pain is absolutely unbearable. My doctor wasn't there yesterday, so I couldn't ask, and of course the one lady who did see me just laughed and said I had to wait. But this isn't normal. It can't be. I know something is wrong, either my pelvis is legit cracked or something.

I woke up screaming at the top of my lungs in pain FOUR times last night if I accidentally moved even an inch, I got stuck on my back and had to yell for my husband to wake up and pull me over because I physically couldn't move. I lose feeling in my hips and legs and when I wake up, I frequently can't even move my lower half and have to use my upper half to shift until my feet can drop and hit the floor and I regain feeling. Every time I get in and out of bed or even just go from standing to sitting etc I am in excruciating pain. I can't even slide on my flip flops anymore. Lifting my foot that like inch off the ground to do it is too painful. I have to hold on to the wall or onto a chair or couch to get around because I can't fully support weight on my lower half and if I try to, I lose balance and almost fall.

The lady that checked me yesterday said my cervix was super high so "he's not in your pelvis like you think he is". It really upset me because I feel like NOBODY is taking the amount of pain I'm in seriously.

Also today after I got stuck on my back and couldn't move, my baby did this really scary movement that freaked me out. It was the sensation of hiccups in the same spot I always feel hiccups, but extremely fast and way stronger than usual,so I'm scared that being in this pain is starting to affect him too.

Should I call and try to go back and see if my doctor can do anything? We were supposed to do a sweep and ultrasound but couldn't because of a funeral, but I am just scared of waiting another week like this if something more is wrong.