Hello mommas!

So it’s gotten to the point where my husband and I have to both work. We found a daycare that had one opening by the grace of God. A little girl just moved up to a diff class.

We visited and it’s a super nice facility with cameras etc. put a payment to hold a spot. Went there today to see everything in action.

The two morning teachers were super nice. But I had to hold back tears. 8 babies to two teachers. The babies were having I guess “free play” and one was just laying in a rocker, four were in play center chairs. One was being fed she was a preemie, and two crawling around.

One baby started crying, and the teacher moved him from a chair to a rocker. Had another baby in her arms, and was trying to rock the baby in the swinger. I imagined my son crying out and no one physically comforting him.

Not to mention 3 of the kids had a wet cough, and the ones putting everything in their mouths had runny noses.

I’m so scared and I’m having second thoughts. I thought about quitting getting my 401(k), and my husband work until he’s one and can go to the big kids room .

What should I do ladies??? 😭😭