After 14 months ttc.... bfn.

I am getting so discouraged.. I never would have imagined in my wildest dreams, that I wouldn’t get pregnant right away. I’ve always had regular periods 27-31 days, with no known issues. SA is perfect.

The most painful thing is waiting.. waiting till fertile week, waiting till tww is over and then starting all over again. Every month once af starts, I hold on to the last bit of hope, hoping it’s just implantation bleeding. Has not been the case so far.

People say, stopping trying and it will just happen. How can one stop trying when it’s something they want so bad. Just patiently wait until our time comes.

Any words of encouragement out there, anyone who has been ttc for over a year and got there bfp?