Does anyone else find it hard to be excited? I’m almost out of my first trimester and it’s hard for me to be excited or come to terms with the fact I’m pregnant.. Don’t get me wrong I’ve wanted this baby so bad and we tried so hard had a miscarriage at 5weeks April of 2018, then around 8weeks of this current pregnancy I had bleeding that resulted in an emergency room visit all was well with baby but found out I had a hematoma... I haven’t had anymore bleeding since then and my OB saids everything is good with baby the last 2 times I’ve seen her ... I just can’t get over the emotions of something going wrong 🥺... my next Appointment is March 6th I don’t think I’ll be able to fully relax until I can feel my little bean moving around ... anyone else deal with these emotions... everyone else around me is so excited even my hubby who kisses my belly all the time but to me it feels like a lie because it doesn’t seem real to me that after all this time of trying I finally am pregnant with my rainbow 🌈