I'm not entirely sure that this is the right place to post this, but I'm not entirely sure what happened. I also don't remember every single detail because it was a bit ago but here's the story as I remember it.

About a month and a half ago, I was hanging out with a guy I mess around with. We were in his car, making out when he asks for a blowjob and I agree, so we move to the back and I start to change my mind. He already has his dick out and continues to nudge my leg with his and says things like "don't think, just go" and then takes his hand and tries to guide my head to his crotch and I decide to just go through with it.

Ultimately I know I chose to, but I can't help but feel like it wasn't entirely my choice because I would have backed out. Is there a word for this?