So I had a rough past, two miscarriages two ectopic pregnancy the last one resulting in my tube being removed. Last month I got a BFP!!!!! But it was false... So that sucked... But now here I am 2 days late and super nervous. I took a test yesterday but it was negative. But honestly when I was pregnant they never showed up anyways. I'm expecting my friend to show up so it's not as painful when it does .. but I'm so hoping it doesn't but then again if it doesn't and I am I'm scared to lose it again. My OB said I shouldn't have anymore issues though since all my losses came from the side the tube was removed on last memorial day weekend.

It sucks it's hard... But I just wanted to vent. I feel like no one really gets it but then they're like oh it will happen, or I understand. Or some of my friends won't even invite me to their baby showers because they know it's near impossible for me to go... I'd love to and I still send them gifts. But its almost like they cherish it a bit more knowing what I went through and realize how blessed they are

So that's it, that's my rant. Happy baby making to you all