This is a complain post and well it may sound like I'm being ungreatful to some of you and you may bash me for it but I need to let this out and if being rude to me makes you feel better then go for it.

I was put on Zoloft due to my anxiety and depression it works to the point where instead of feeling depressed I just feel nothing I dont know if this is better?

I wasnt able to work during my entire 1st trimester because I was just so sick everyday!

That resulted in losing my job.

I dont even know how to start looking for a new job because noone wants to hire someone who is PREGNANT! I know were not obligated to tell them but I don't want to be looked at like I did something wrong. People are just so judgemental!

I am feeling like I just want things to go back to the way they were. I am excited for this baby but like I said I have no emotion anymore and I just want to drink a glass of wine and wake up once this pregnancy is over.