My current cycle is on day 45. I’ve been using something called ovusense which confirmed ovulation 11 days ago. Still no AF so trying not to get my hopes up (but really, who was I kidding?!) I took a test tonight. Negative. We are 11 months in now & it’s getting harder and harder.

Around me everyone seems to be having babies, one lady even said she wasn’t sure if she wanted another but ‘bam’ she got pregnant so that was that. I’m insanely jealous and really annoyed that it’s that easy for some people. Plus they seem like they don’t even appreciate it.

My husband is trying to keep my spirits up but it’s just SO HARD to keep positive.

My doctors are being rubbish so I don’t even know where to go from here.