It’s crazy how all the way up to today I couldn’t wait to test. Telling myself “you know it’s too early” but I do it any way because I just like to pee on test strips apparently 🤷🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ but now that AF is right around the corner I’m TOO scared because what’s if it’s a BFN!? But then it’s like either way she’s coming or not. It makes no sense I know. Like I’m just going to wait until she DOESNT come and then I’ll still be scared because “what if she’s just late?” I’m telling you! This process is turning me into the biggest worry wort 😭 I just want my baby 😭 i see all these other ladies just sneezing and getting pregnant. It’s unfair that we have to go through such obstacles WANTING children and one woman had no problem telling me she’s “she not keeping it”. Like wtf!?! But here we all are struggling and praying walking out on faith every month. Ugh... I’m sorry. I just wanted to get that out of my brain before I lost it.