I skipped period I am on 53 day cycle ... still no sign of her..

It’s going to be 2 years in March. Since my baby passed out... I had a miss miscarriage. Ended on D&C ... few days later I found out my baby stopped growing at 8 but I though it was 12 weeks....

I am scheduled for pelvic ultrasound because I had pain since the operation.. it’s on March 8 around the time I had my suppose to be 12 week ultrasound 2 years ago.. & operation

That’s not all... the awful thing is that my period so late... I wasn’t stressing till I see now I could be on my period around time I have to go back to the hospital to get this test done... I though the next time I have to go in is to check on my rainbow baby... but instead I am going to go through hard week remembering the pain... and have to go back exact place to check for scaring in my Uterus .. I am just being tortured... so heart broken... it’s also 2 year anniversary of my grandmother who was like a mother to me..

My grandpa is found with cancer... getting operation next week...

Thanks for listening .. any advice is appreciated..