Ok so mainly I'm asking for advice or idk what exactly.

I randomly came to this thought.

Let me give a little back story. Basically, I graduated early.( 4 months of free time) My SO was already working. (He graduated a year before me) We kinda just were enjoying each other's company. We got pregnant after a couple of months in moved in with him. That was 2016. I've had 2 jobs since then but only for a few months because it was always baby sitting problems. We had no one to watch our daughter. And I kinda just feel like I've never been completely "independent". He says the money that he makes is OUR money and although I do believe him. Just it's a different feeling when the money is money you are making (even though I would tell him it's our money)

I was thinking about moving back home. Getting a graveyard shift. I understand I will be tired. But I want to have that drive of I need to do this for my daughter. I never had that Independence drive because me and my daughter had her dad to leave on. So I don't have that mind set. I wish I did.

I would also love advice about how it is or how you go about doing it on your own. My daughter is 2. I don't know I feel like I'm myself. I don't know myself. I don't know if any of this makes sense. Just I want to discover who I am not being "with" someone. (Besides my daughter)