So me and this guy let’s call him jj

Have been practically dating , we have sex, sleep overs all week he’s off, he calls me his, I’ve met his bro and his mom , and seen his dad. We do everything together. And we have spoke about relationship things. He tells me we can’t date because I haven’t met his parents but before he said he never wanted me to meet his parents because they are rude, etc. So I’m here in this whatever you call it situation with him. We call each other every sentence, fuck I even deleted tinder. So has he. From what he told me. There was a problem that happened two nights ago, and a problem that has happened before. When we first started hanging out we were just friends off of tinder and we both didn’t know what we wanted. We never hooked up or anything at this time we just cuddled, starting talking every day from the min we woke up till bed and we still do, (I mean a little less honestly and some what more fighting )

But there was this girl he said he was dding for and that she is his brothers ex. So I thought that was weird. This was like a month almost in. He said he was driving her to the bar, than his story changed and said he was picking her up and driving her to the bar, than all of a sudden there was another friend involved and he drove them all to the bar or whatever. So that happened and I was little curious and thought about it but left it be. Did call him out on the mixed up story. Later down the road me and him are how we are, serious, close , like fucking dating. He picks me up tells me where going for a drive, has two ice caps in the car one for him and NOT one for me , he drove all the way to timbo to beacon hill to drop her off tims after picking me up, not even telling me we were dropping anything off to her, he said we were going for a drive together to talk or whatever. Than re wind to two nights ago he picks me up, don’t tell me he’s dding his brother and the same girl. Let’s call her Gail

So we were driving and he gets a call from her and they are talking on the phone , whatever super friendly like friendly friendly. And I had no clue. So than we go down Draper road. After I already don’t even like this girl I’m being forced to dd while I have anxiety AS FUCK, in the middle of the woods.

So whatever we arrive and jj is bugging me to go inside this shed in the middle of the woods ME NOT KNOWING anyone and I’m scared. I say no, I was already upset because he didn’t tell me about this. We had plans to just spend time together but that didn’t work out. So the girl comes up to the truck all friendly in jjs face they are goofing around and teasing and he’s not even paying attention to me. She’s laughing. Trying to get me to come in. It was weird. So she walks away and it’s just us so than a fight happens, I go home. And than i just left it, I didn’t speak of it or to him. It’s still bothering me and Jj and I have talked a bit. He tried to apologize, explain and stuff but I can’t get over my gut feelings and after all this idk what to do. I want a relationship and everytime I speak to him about it , some how I’m back being upset and worried and not happy. I’m still so bothered. Am I wasting my fucking time here. He says he can’t date me cause I have met his parents or he wants us closer like man Idk what the fuck to think anymore. I’m bothered by this girl and you can tell when someones attention changes on you. Why am I and him not dating, we even discussed things he don’t like and things I don’t like. Even bars. Even other people. Like help. I’m becoming so depressed. I want his guy more than anything maybe it’s to good to be true and I’m asked I’ll throw this away over nothing and regret it.