I am almost 20 weeks pregnant and I just look the same as I did before except maybe a little bloated. & it’s really depressing me.. I keep seeing all these beautiful pregnant women on here with there cute baby bumps and I feel jealous.. am I crazy for that?? I just want to be able to go out in public and people say “Oh she’s pregnant” and not “Oh she’s as big as a whale.” I’m 5’5 and 248lbs & most of my fat is in my belly. I have NO curves. I literally look like an apple on a stick. My legs are skinny Minnie and my butt is non existent. But my belly is floppy and giant & my boobs are also pretty non existent.

Am I insane for feeling this way?? Show me your baby bumps ? Even if you aren’t plus size.. I love obsessing over those cute bellies 💕

Will I eventually show? Does anyone have my body type and have been pregnant before and eventually showed? What weeks/months did you start showing?

Here is a awful picture of me trying to see if there is any differences from the last pictures I took 😣 ALSO PLEASE EXCUSE OUR DIRTY ROOM - We just got back from a trip and was unpacking 😬

Also my hair is a hot mess I know.. please no judging - I’m literally in bed right now dealing with horrible back pain and even though this picture is horrifying - I don’t wanna get out of bed to take another one 😂