I’m not sad I’m losing sleep, or I have to hear him cry.

I’m sad that he’s so unhappy... it makes me feel like the worst mother in the world. My husband is gone for 3 days and I’m losing it and crying. Also because I’ve realized pumping on a schedule for him to have breast milk isn’t possible when I’m all alone all the time and he’s screaming and won’t nap. How will I eat ? How will I sleep ? When I have to get up and pump after every feeding ? I’m sad I have to give him formula but I need to maintain my sanity some how... it was easier when my husband was home all the time to help out....

I just wish I had a happy baby.. I hate that he cries for no reason, even I can console him 😓 he just scratches me and pushes away and Idk why...

he’s 6 weeks old today and he just completely flipped a switch and is way more angry than usual