I am the most insecure I have ever been in my life. I absolutely hate the way I look so much I think I’m so ugly & it’s ruined relationships with family & friends because I always tell them they are lying when they call me pretty & get upset. I have trust issues & don’t believe any good things people tell me. I was looking up signs online to know if you’re ugly & it said you probably don’t have a lot of friends or never had a boyfriend & that is true for me among other things): I just need HONESTY. Am I?

ALSO- being this insecure has seriously ruined my life. I don’t go out anymore & I hate being in public where people see me I want to cry every time someone looks at me