Recently, my parents informed me that we may move out of state. I was excited at first and quickly told my boyfriend of 11 months. He took it okay, at least in front of me. When I told my friend about what my parents said, she broke down crying. She then asked if my boyfriend knew and I said yes, he does. We talked about how he reacted to it and whem i said he didn't really have a reaction, she said he was probably crying. Of course that crushed me. I felt horrible. I told him what she said and he knew I was flipping out and sent me a video of him NOT CRYING but i broke anyways. Now I'm completely against leaving even though both my friend and boyfriend told me that I should go if it meant a better life for me. I dont know what to do or who to talk to. Its currently 1:30 am and I'm flipping out internally, and have been since 5:45 pm. I just want some advice on how to cope with this if I do end up moving. Please, no hate. That's all I ask. I honesly dont know what to do right now and its keeping me awake.