I need so advice

Madisyn.

So I have been talking to this cute older guy (9 years older) and we are not official he has 2 kids and 2 different baby moms and one of them is crazy she has stalked me at the store once and called my name and I don’t know it was her at first and she was like “oh “ and I asked if I know her and she said no you don’t I didn’t call your name! so I did t realize it was her until she until she started work at my NEW JOB it was my 8th day and she started!! But anyway me and him were talking but not in a relationship we had sex a couple of times and I even did a foursome with him and his friends and he still isn’t wanting to be in a relationship rn so after awhile of all of this I did go out and get drunk with a my ex roommates son in law who just came to visit out of state , and a week after that I hooked up with a old fling and I realized that I had a lot of weird stuff going on downstairs, and I went to the hospital and they said it was a Bacterial infection and it kept getting worse so I went to the health clinic and got diagnosed with Hsv2 Genital 😫 I told him and he was very calm and got checked and did NOT have it . But we continue to talk but he has been more not him self with me it’s been awhile since I seen him he doesn’t text me that often like usual and he never calls we still talk about stuff and he does want to still hook up but he doesn’t show that interest anymore really!!! I am so worried that I scared he away with my Hsv2 and calling him too much (4-5) times a day , but that’s because he says when he does answer that he’ll call back but never does so I do call him again and I always worry about him , What the hell should I do??? And anyone can help me with understanding my Hsv2 diagnostic I just found out 1 week and 3 days please help me y’all and this is me am I not pretty enough or too fat?