With this boy it started so well, we were attracted to each other, closed friends.

Then we kissed, made out.

But...One day he decided to be cold with me.

From "friends" we became just buddies, barely talk to each other now.

I was so hurt and after a month I decided to get over him, to meet someone else.

But now he's acting like before with me until he saw I was going out, seeing people and having fun...now it's cold again between us.

Idk why he's like that, I feel like I did something wrong and it's all my fault but I really don't see what i've done that could upset him.

Today he's not there. He's certainly with his best mate who is a first class fuck boy, I hate him.

I feel so insecure for a relationship that doesn't exist 😓

I was wondering if I can re start it all again, I miss him and I want him back. But how of he's avoiding me?😅