Im in nesting mode but cant myself to clean because Im so disorganized. I literally tried to pick up the kitchen and my cat knocked a full box of cereal onto the floor. Usually I would have been angry but it took everything in me not to just sit there on the floor and cry. I keep finding my husbands work clothes (he works in a boat factory) everywhere and I keep stepping on metal shavings. The litter box is bad but of course I cant touch it and have been asking my husband for a couple of days now reminding him it needs to be scooped everyday. Ive been up since 6 this morning and literally have been sitting on my couch just staring at all the mess because Im just feeling defeated.