The internal stuggle if trying to forgive my husband for cheating is hard. It's been 2 months since i found out and we've been going to counseling to try and work things out and i want to forgive him but it's hard to do. Once i decided to forgive him that's it. I can't bring it up and have to act as if it never happen not saying i forgive what he did but its all just confusing and hard right now. Im also scared i may not be able to forgive him. I think time is the only thing i really need now. He is doing things to build trust again and hes making a real effot but i just hope it doesn't go back to the way things were. Sorry for the long post just need to get things out of my head.