Am I being too emotional ??

Sooo I have 2 other kids at home. My 4 yr old and 1 yr old. And I'm pregnant with twins. This pregnancy has been the hardest. I've gone to the hospital so many times just for iv and meds for nausea. And it's always in and out. But this time I've lost over 20 pounds due to the morning sickness so I'm staying in the hospital. I've been in here 2 days so far but I'm frustrated. No medicines my dr tried has helped. I'm miserable. And I rather be suffering at home because I miss my kids like crazy. I just saw the dr and he said i cant go home until I eat a full meal and i started to cry and told him that's not going to happen because I haven't eaten a full meal in over a month. It's just not something I'll be able to do until the twins are out probably.

And now I'm just a wreck and crying my butt off because I want to go home. I miss my kids. And they're not doing much here. I mean they're trying but failing so I just wanna go home.