Hey guys. So I started my period today and became super depressed. I want a baby so bad. My man and I have been together for a little over 2 years, and we share an apartment together. We always talk about babies, he used to talk about never wanting another (he has a daughter with another woman) but in the past year he's shown more interest in them and talks about wanting one more often. We just want to do it at the right time. I'm on birth control (and I don't do anything to mess with it) but the last week before my period I pray that there's a complication with it and I become pregnant, and at that first sight of blood i become so depressed. I know that it isn't the right time (we're completely stable enough but we're just busy) but I just want a baby so bad. Can anyone give me any advice to cope with this?