Anger

Olivia

So I’ve come to the realization that I have anger issues and my gf has me in bootcamp for a month to talk out my emotions, frustrations, and anger. For every negative thing I say there is a consequence. Idk what to do because I’m the only child. I have not ever needed to express myself and feel vulnerable 100% of the time. Now that I’ve started to release it full force it hurts and is painful to me because I don’t want to hurt her at all I don’t want to push her away more than I have already. I just want my happiness and joy. An right now I’m in a dark cloud filled with thunder, lightning, & regret. I’m so unhappy where I am in life. Im almost 25 yrs old with no career and no car, less money I’ve ever kept in my account and no support. I just started my cycle and it’s raining and I feel so accomplished I mean am I a late bloomer to responsibilities and love. Cause right now I feel bad for myself.