Surprise!

Lindsey

Well <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">glow app</a>, I’ve been reading all of your posts of positive pregnancy tests for weeks. I’ve taken countless negative tests and I was completely shocked to see a second line. I had a miscarriage in December of 2017 so this will be my way of telling someone without actually telling people. I just got married on February 15th. How often do you ovulate on/very near your wedding day!? The <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">glow app</a> told me I would ovulate a week later, but my body said otherwise. I’ve always wanted to be a mom, I’m just scared. I’ve got so many things running through my mind. What’s gonna happen and is this baby going to be okay? I’m trying to not get too excited until the ultrasound, does that make me a bad person? I don’t want to tell anyone. Not even my immediate family until at least after the ultrasound so we don’t have to go through that again. Hopefully my husband can keep the secret too. Thanks glow for letting me vent, I really am excited so excited for this journey with my husband and my new little bean!

P.S. I’m only 3 weeks and 4 days so I’m even more nervous about the baby sticking. The first pregnancy I found out at 4 weeks and 1 day. Do you feel the implanting and cramping if it’s only a chemical pregnancy? My symptoms have been sore boobs getting more sore as the days go on and cramping on and off for 2 days. I feel like I can feel baby embedding. Thanks in advance for any advice you have for me!