So I am now 3 days late. I have not done a pregnancy test yet.

After loosing my baby back in August we’ve kind of just... not tired to get pregnant (used the pull-out method 😆- which we only did for the past 2 yrs. now) as we didn’t want to plan a pregnancy yet for the chance of it being due way too close to our first rainbow baby’s birthday. Sooo, I feel like now that’s out the window 🤦🏼‍♀️ ah! Oh well I guess... I think God really wanted us to have this baby! I will literally cry if I’m just late for my period and not actually pregnant ☹️. But at the same time will be extremely nervous, as I start a new job in couple weeks after being off for 2 years. And to then wait it out longer to let my new boss know that oh, I’m pregnant and I’ll be off on mat leave in about 8 months 😑

Whatever happens, happens. Bring on my rainbow baby 👶🏼🌈 😍 this momma needs a sibling for her son.