How do I stay positive during the first trimester? I’m terrified!!

Alyson

I’m not pregnant yet, been TTC for 1 year now after my miscarriage. I figured out I don’t ovulate on my own and i have an appointment next week to discuss ovulation induction. All of this makes me know I’m close to getting my rainbow baby and I don’t know how to manage after. I know I’ll be terrified of losing another. I know there’s nothing I can do to prevent it, but how do you stay positive? When I was pregnant the last time, I think my body knew something was wrong because I had such bad insomnia and anxiety that I slept a total of 3 hours a night the entire pregnancy until my MC. I’m Afraid I’ll get it again even if there’s nothing wrong. I took it really hard and I’ve only ever wanted to be a mom, I didn’t know how to move on the first time and I don’t know how I’ll manage if it happens again 😭 any uplifting and positive comments are welcome!!