Sneak peek results

Amanda

My sneak peek result came in today as a boy. If it's correct this will be my 3rd and last boy. We were both really wanting a girl. I know it's silly but I'm really trying to not be upset.I'm grateful I get the opportunity to carry another baby no matter the gender. I love my boys so much and I know it will pass but I keep thinking about that mother daughter relationship I'll never get. I'm wishing I didn't do the test now and just waited for the anatomy scan. Can anyone else relate?