You texted me today

You told me your parents were going out of town & asked if I wanted to hangout

I said “Idk, I told you I didn’t want to hangout with you if it wasn’t gonna go anywhere”

Your response to that was “true”

That hurt, I’m sad. I wish you wanted me, I wish you liked me, I wish you were interested in me. I wish you wanted something more then sex. We didn’t ever put a title on what we were we were just gonna “see where things go” I didn’t like when you said that... didn’t see it going anywhere besides us being basically fuck buddies

I wish I didn’t ruin everything, It’s all my fault, I wish you never lost interest, I wish I thought about things beforehand, I wish I didn’t have sex with you, I wish I never met you, I wish I didn’t still like you

I wish I’d never caught feelings

I don’t think you know I did, you know I like you though. I cried over you a few times, you don’t know this. I knew I’d caught feelings then when we got into an argument & you didn’t reply (this was like the 5th of January)..

I want to forget about you

I want to be over you already

I still do hope that you’ll change your mind, doubt it’ll happen though

I’m sad 😞