I HATE

MY HUSBAND EVERYTIME WE ARGUE OR FIGHT I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE ONE SAYING IM SORRY WHY CANT HE ? I KNOW WHY BECAUSE HE HAS TOO MUCH PRIDE TO DO ANYTHING ALL MY LOVE FOR YOU HAS FADED AWAY SIX YEARS OF MY LIFE INVESTED IN THIS RELATIONSHIP ITS SO TOXIC AND THE ONLY REASON I STAY IS BECAUSE FINANCIALLY IM OKAY I TRIED TELLING HIM TO LEAVE THE HOUSE BUT HE WONT WE SLEEP ON THE SAME BED AND STAY UNDER THE SAME ROOF BUT WE DONT TALK HES A LIAR HES NEVER HONEST ABOUT ANYTHING HES ALWAYS ACTING WEIRD ON HIS PHONE AND WHEN I ASK HIM WHATS HE DOING HE TUENS REAL DEFENSIVE REAL QUICK FUCKING LOSERRRR I WISH I NEVER MET YOUU OR EVEN GOT MARRIED WITH YOU TOMORROW INHOPE YOI DONT COME HOME FROM WORK GET A HOTEL ROOM SOMEWHERE GET LOST CUZ JUST LOOKING AT YOU MAKES ME FEEL DISGUSTED I HATE YOUUUUUUU I HAVE SO MUCH RESENTMENT TOWARDS YOU BECAUSE OF YOU I HAVE TRUST ISSUES IM SO INSECURE WITH MYSELF YOU MADE ME THIS WAY AND INHATE YOU FOR THAT FUCKKKKK IM NOT GOING TO TELL YOU IM SORRY I DIDNT DO ANYTHINGG AND I NOOOO LONGER LOVE YOU