It’s been three days sense I lost my sweet 👼. Been trying to hold myself together for my SO and our 4 yr old daughter. The first day I found out I was lost for words. My daughter ask momma is the baby ok? I was speechless for a minute and I told her no baby. She ask what happened....... I told her lil beanie baby is in heaven with God watching over us now. My daughter couldn’t do nothing but say ok and then hugged me. I don’t know if she fully understand but I think she do a little bit. Ever sense then she been not wanting to leave my side.