He didn’t deserve it.

I lost my virginity a few days ago to a guy that didn’t deserve as much as a small piece of me. I hate it because it was just in the moment and I really wanted to wait for marriage but I gave it to him. This is just what happens and I have to be okay with it so this is me trying to be okay with it. I just think of sex as something very special and sacred. I slept with him the first time meeting him which is way out of my character. I’ve heard love stories about how those things work out but I’m not the girl that things work out for. With that being said: How did you get over the guy you lost your virginity with?