2WW đŸ„Ž

My 2ww doesn’t even start til Saturday and I want a BFP soooo Bad i keep telling myself it might be my month ! but in the back of my head I’m also telling myself I know it won’t happened.. today my SO rubbed my stomach and said “hey you in there?..” I told him no and moved his hand ( it used to make me happy when he did that but now just sad) then hours later he said in a joking way (y haven’t our egg been fertilized yet) I know he didn’t mean no harm but inside I was so heartbroken 😭 cuz I’m wondering the same damn thing ! Shit lol