Ok so In a previous post I think I talked about this boy and well my friends boyfriend was talking to him on a video game or something and he had told her boyfriend that he likes me and he told his girlfriend and she knew I like him so obviously told me this and I was soo excited😆. Anyways he also told her boyfriend that he was going to ask me out the next morning (this was last week on Thursday so he was going to ask me on Friday) she had told me this and I was very happy but then again didn’t want to get my hopes up just in case he chickened out. Which he did. Also I would like to mention that he is one of my best friends that is a boy I hang out with him everyday.

So on Friday basically what happened was he figured out that I knew he was gonna ask me out and didn’t believe my friend or her boyfriend when they were telling him I did like him back. So all my friends were telling him I did and kinda embarrassing me bc he didn’t even want to talk to me and they were all trying to get me to go over to him. But they weren’t too pushy about it bc they knew how I felt about him and didn’t want to go overboard with it.

Ok now on Friday he didn’t talk or even look at me and I didn’t want to talk to him either bc if he didn’t want to talk to me I was just like ok fine then I won’t talk to you. He even offered to go to the bathroom with his friend when he never goes just to avoid me. Then on Monday he still was doing this and so then both our friends got together and finally made him sit with us in our usual spot where I already was bc at that point the day was almost over and I just wanted things to go back to normal. So he sat with us and things were awkward it was mostly just silence with us whispering to our friends every so often. On Tuesday things were less awkward but he was still purposely avoiding me and I was just kinda done with it and pissed😤at him for being such a jerk. Then Wednesday I was a little better but I didn’t see him that much and then today Thursday we just kinda chilled we played uno an things were back to normal.

But idk I just feel like things aren’t the same. Things feel weird and I just don’t think they’ll go back to the way they were. I’m mad at him a little for avoiding me but I did the same thing so then I feel bad and I just don’t think I should be mad at him.

I don’t know what to do I don’t even know if he still likes me after all this happened and I still like him it’s just weird. Stuff like this doesn’t really happen to me that much so I just don’t know.