I have been TTC baby #1 for almost an year now and had fertility assessments done for both of us (me & my husband) and everything came out normal. Every month since we started TTC, I experience symptoms that women usually experience during implantation or early pregnancy like sore gums, tooth ache, cramping, bloating, tender breasts, nausea, dizziness, fatigue and for a long time i thought it’s just my mind making me think that i am feeling this way while I dint have any symptoms! The weird thing is every month the symptoms are different and this month i am having mild cramping along with pain in the rib bone around the breasts mainly on the left side and mild acne! AF is due in 3-5 days and i took a pregnancy test with soo much hope today and it came out negative as usual! I feel like I am soo obsessed with the thought of having a baby , that it is all on my mind all the time. Waking up , sleeping, eating, hanging out with friends... this is all I’m thinking about. I have tried keeping myself busy and not thinking about why am i not pregnant yet because i know that it’s not in my hands and is purely God’s work but i just can’t stop feeling this way. No matter what i do and no matter how busy i am , this thought of seeing negatives and not being pregnant haunts me all the time! What should i do to be okay with whatever is happening? How to get rid of this obsession, thoughts and a non stop series of questions in my head??