I started a new job that didn’t allow me to see my boyfriend as often as usual. I made a male friend who was literally just a friend. My boyfriend became skeptical and starting assuming stuff so he distanced himself from me and we took a break. This caused me to be very depressed for like a whole month with no one to talk to besides the guy friend at work. I wasn’t eating or anything. Over that month I kind of became closer with the guy friend because he was always there to help me through it. My boyfriend said he was happier by his self and not thinking about us made him feel better. It hurt knowing that, but it also made me lean towards my friend. We made out twice, then eventually we had sex, more than once. My boyfriend wants to fix our relationship and I still love him , I just don’t like him the same anymore. I still try to fix our relationship and I still hang out with my friend, am I wrong? I dont want to be tied down anymore but I also don’t want to start over. I wish we could just do what we want and still come back to each other in the end. They both make me happy. And Im doing what makes me happy.