Hi... I have a, HUGE crush on this, guy who's 14 months, younger than me (I'm yr11 he's Yr10).. He has a, gf but I've liked him longer than, they've been, dating and I regret, not telling him, before they started dating.

I, like, him so, goddamn much u actually physically hurts me internally.

I don't know, what, that, means or how, to fix it but idk what, to do and I constantly feel like crying but my body won't let me so, I just, sit there most, of the time feeling my insides, hurt and my heart shatter and my grip in life is slipping and I'm, falling back into my old depressive state that, I had finally gotten out of after 4 years and multiple horrible friends later.

Please help, me I don't know, what, to do....