Went to our first doctor's appointment today for 8 weeks. They did not detect a heartbeat. Baby was measuring the right size so they think miscarriage happened very recently.

I'll probably have the surgery next week to finalize everything and am trying to come to terms. 😔😭😞😢

For all the other October mamas, I wish you great health and happiness in your journey. 👍❤️🤗 So sad I won't get to join you this time.

I'm agnostic but any prayers, well wishes, or positivity sent our way would be very, very welcome. This is one of those things you think will never happen to you and we're working through all of our emotions. 😞